Trying to convey an entire month, two months tardy, is a terrible idea.

Monthly Mood: Flying With Beer

e na vida a gente tem que entender
que um nasce pra sofrer
enquanto o outro ri
—tim maia

The camera roll claims that February Vivian ate flying noodles and salty nose dives. Rainy day waves smashed, dragged, and flipped her protesting body as she wondered if all the hours she practiced surfing in Sri Lanka were just a figment of her imagination.

Feb Vivi smoothie bowled and avo toasted her way to the end of the month, when she boarded a couple flights towards ~~~ Angkor Wat ~~~

 
mas quem sofre sempre tem que procurar
pelo menos vir achar
razão para viver
—tim maia

Day 1847

27 February 2023
Nha Trang → CXR → SGN → REP → Siem Reap

I am laying over this humid afternoon at some lounge. Being the only lounge that would accept my Priority Pass and crusty ass, it is highly mediocre.

Three chilly ruby ales remain in the fridge. Only.

It bugs me that I’m not stashing one for my friend. She is waiting for me in Cambodia.

Can a can ‘o’ cold beer survive in a cabin bag?

No checked fish sauce.

Earlier, on the first of two flights, the plane takes off over rows of soft, longboard waves. As we penetrate overcast skies, my gaze fixates on the dark hues of the local beach break while my Trip flashed through my mind. Blips of the last five and a bit years become a montage, as with every time I am alone on public transit.

The highs, lows, and pressure of COVID years in India.

Out of breath atop Nepal’s infamous passes with half the amount of atmospheric oxygen compared to sea-level.

Salty breath holds and violent 360s in unforgiving swells breaking over sharp reefs.

Don’t forget protection.

Grueling hitchhikes and buses, tears, growth, babying myself.

Changing my inner dialogue, affirmations, noticing I didn’t love myself and learning how to.

27 is a good year. My roaring mid-twenties took me around a hefty swath of the world and now I’m here

flying with beer.

ver na vida algum motivo pra sonhar
ter um sonho todo azul
azul da cor do mar
—tim maia

This photo, this photo. It seems like one week I am doing your homework Bufan, and the next I wake up to my first morning in Cambodia with heaps of Instagram spam about how we are 15 minutes apart. By accident. By fate. Eight years ago we met trekking Kili, we tried to go to Laos in January and bailed on the idea, and all along it was so easy to just walk out the door and have a vegan coffee for me, a chutney toast for you. (note to reader: this is not the friend i nabbed the beer for)

obsessions:

longyan ice cream
mulberry wine
pitaya smoothie bowls
buckwheat pancakes
salted egg yolk croissants
salted coffee
grab jackets
cxr lotus lounge
dragonfruit smoothies
almond milk cappuccinos
highlands cold cup

currently reading: the beauty myth by naomi wolf

 

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